WHY....??

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Someone asked, " what's the bravest thing you've done? "


" I kept loving her even when I was told my existence doesn't even matter to her anymore " I replied.

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Loving her in silence is akin to composing a symphony for a deaf audience, where every note resonates with the unspoken depth of my affection, echoing endlessly in the chambers of my heart.

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I never stopped looking for you...
I don't know why to be honest..
But I always tried to keep you alive in my actions.. in my words.. in the way I treat others...

I kept looking for you because I missed you and craved your presence in my life..
I craved it so much that I wanted to have someone who resembled you the closest atleast...
If not you then atleast someone like you ..

I don't know if it was right or wrong to keep looking for you in others.. but I guess it's my way of keeping you with me even when you were gone !!

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तेरे जाने के बाद 2 साल अकेला रहा हूं.
और सब कुछ अकेला सहता रहा हूं.

ना पीछे जा सकता हूं
ना आगे बढ़ा हूं.

जहां था 2 साल पहले
आज भी वहीं खड़ा हूं.

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You kept believing their lies..

While I kept telling you the truth..

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The thought of you and the memories we shared, bring a flood of emotions to my mind. We have both changed, grown and evolved, becoming different people than we were before. I can't help but wonder if we can meet again, and see if the spark that once existed between us, still burns.

I know that time has passed and we have walked different paths, but I can't shake off the feeling that there's still something between us. Maybe it's the memories of the laughter we shared, or the way our eyes met, but I can't help but think that there's still something there.

I know we can't go back to the way things were, but I hope that we can meet again, as two different people, and see if we can still connect. I miss you and the joy you brought to my life, and I hope that one day we'll meet again, and see if the love we once shared, still exists.

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And just when you think you've finally moved on...

Fate brings that one person infront of you..and not just a glimpse..but for hours.. and all the memories rush in .. you start feeling weak.. your heart beats faster .. and your heart finally tells you "you really thought you moved on you idiot?"

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Reasons why I'd make a bad boyfriend..
1st things 1st...
Am too nice..and girls don't like nice guys..they go after the bad guys.. i guess nice guys really do finish last..!!

I say "I LOVE YOU" way too much.. you're gonna think I'm saying it just to say it...but am not.. I've to say it to you everyday to remind you how much i love you..!!

I don't trust the other guys around you..now hear me out.. i TRUST YOU...but I don't trust the GUYS around you..!!

If it were upto me I'd talk to you everyday.. 24×7..!!

And last but not the least .. i worry about you way too much... I'll be asking if you're ok? Where are you at? What are you doing? Not because I'm trying to be annoying but.. because i care about you way too much...!!

Thus.. I'll really make a bad boyfriend..!!

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As a child we always wanted to be an adult as fast as we can..
Why?
Because at some point each of us had the idea that adulthood means freedom to do anything, it means no one can scold you, it means you're your own master, it means you don't have to care or explain yourself for your actions, it means you don't have to ask for money time after time if you wanna get something..!!


But when we actually become an adult is when we realise that reality is so so different..
Adulthood makes us realise that we have money but not time, friends become contacts and nothing more, you have a heavier heart than a heavier workload, you have more heartbreaks in adulthood from people close to you than getting scolded by your elders in childhood, yes you get freedom to do anything but no one to spend time with, you have a stable job but not a stable mental health, you have a beautiful house but not people who make it a home, you don't have exams of your school but life keeps taking tests from you...!!

Happy children's day to everyone.. never let your inner child get lost in the rat race of adulthood..!!

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