I see you standing close, and wait for you to say good bye
I am smiling through my lips, a tear hangs, I need to cry
I am losing you with every movement of the clock's hand
I see you slip slowly as I helplessly try to hold the sand
It's inevitable, I will end up alone, my brain screamed
I woke up, you weren't there, your presence was just a dream

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Somewhere in my heart,
I trust you in crazy ways,
I believe I will find myself
In your presence,
But will you be present
All this while?
That I doubt a lot.
I rarely think of future,
I am afraid of that thought
But the present has your presence
And that's all I have got.

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That the only one person who mattered truly was my own self,
And it was because of the existence of self that the surrounding world made a difference. Others mattered as they were important for me and my being, the essence of their importance always lied in my own existence.

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बन कर उतरी है आशा मन मे,
एक उम्मीद कि शायद आज तुमसे मुलाकात होगी,
मगर इंतजार अब तुम्हारा नहीं,
ढलते सूरज का है,
क्यूंकि जानती हूँ अब तुमसे महज़
सपनों में बात होगी.

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That last time when I held your hand,
Back then it felt like a promise,
But the promise were mere words,
Written on sand.
I still cannot forget,
The last time I saw you leave,
Now I know even the most innocent faces,
Can someday deceive.

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a skill that I lack, my No's came with a sorry and the apologetic look in my eye made an impression that the 'no' could be reversed to sound like a 'yes'...
So people tried, they tapped into my guilt to drive me to do things that were not supposed to be done by me, and they could do things that was not supposed to be done to me.

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Hath jisme wo rekhayen thi,
Jinme ek bhavishya dekhti ayi thi mai,
Jisme wo mera ek hissa tha....
Wo hath aj kat gaya.
Isse behta khoon bahaa raha hai hai sapne,
Aur ispar reh jane wale nishan,
Ban jayenge mera sach,
Hath katkar alag nahi hua... par kuchh tha jo adhoora hai,
Jaise wo...
Door hokar bhi juda nahi hua,
Par kuchh tha jo ab adhoora hai

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Tere firaq me sharab pee gayi,
Halat-e-dil kharab thi.. kharab ki gayi,
Hizr me vasl ki ummed thi ...
Us umeed ke sahare zindagi guzar di gayi

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Behr-ul- kaahil se gehra ishq tha mera,
Ab aabshaar banke behta hai,
Mayassar tu nahi, to teri tasweer sahi,
Kahaniyon me aj bhi sahir, amrita ka rehta hai

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Teergi me pinhaan baithen hai,
Mismaar khwabon ke khandhar par tahna baithe hain.
Bebasi ye ki ab murad mange bhi to kya
Hum apni bebasi ko apna baithe hain

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