शून्य में निहारती
मन ही मन पुकारती
कहती कुछ , कुछ सुन लेती
मन में मन को मारती
जीतती दुआओं में
ज़िन्दगी में हारती
मां
-तुम्हारी आरती

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अब दिन रात भी रोती
कई रात नहीं सोती
कोई तकलीफ़ पूछता नहीं
तो मुझे भी रोने के सिवा
कोई उपाय सूझता नहीं
मेरी तरक्की और सलामती के लिए मत्था कौन टेकेगा?
अबके छठ में जाऊंगी कि नहीं
रास्ता कौन देखेगा?
- Annu roy ✍️

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After the highest tide of my anxiety
By knowing what's behind those pictures on that vacant island
I controlled my nerves
And calmed me down
And sat and searched
Deep in my heart
What was the reason?
Why we apart?
I had to look back
About a few times ago
And the time, promises
Fights and forever ending kisses
How I celebrated you
How you manipulated me
It actually never ended
I had to part ways
To protect you,
FROM ME!

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⚠️too honest ⚠️

A month ago I joined this gym in my locality and from the first day this mid-aged(some around 40 he must be) creep was noticed by me. When it's about eyes, touches or bad intentions, women are extra sensitive! I'm the one of them. The way he gazed me everyday. Staring not just on my face but all other parts of my body , made me feel like punch him in his balls, literally everyday as well as made it difficult for me to workout properly.
One month spent, that jerk grew guts. He would now sit/stand in front of me and keep staring inappropriately at me and my body. It went too much one day and hence I talked to a fellow girl there about him(she asked why was I upset and not working out). she's 19 or so and the way she reacted is the real problem in this world for women. Life is tough for all of us. But it's even unbearable because of the people we're surrounded with. Specially when you're a woman, with a voice! She started convincing me about how wrong and mistaken I was about that guy staring at my breast and other women's butt when they squat. She literally said - "he's just like that, he looks at everyone not only you!"
(Part-1)

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In someone's separation
In someone's togetherness
In someone's succes
In someone's failure
In someone's commitments
Sometimes even in breaking promises
In someone's beliefs
And someone's mistrust
In smiles and laughters
And pains and depressions
You might never know but yet,
THERE'S ALWAYS A STORY!
✍️ ANNU ROY

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मेरे हिस्से में कुछ धूप दे दे
गर छांव ना तो सही
है शहर तो मेरे ख्वाबों का दे
गर गांव ना तो सही
चलते रहूं, चाहे राह जो हो
थू थू ना हो, पर वाह तो हो
रहे हौसले उस गगन से ऊपर
थके पांव ना तो सही
तेरा सब तेरा, मेरा रब मेरा
फिर भी मै उम्दा सा ही।
✍️Annu Roy

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My dear friend!
I don't want you to be best
I want you to be just friend.
I don't want your deep secrets
I just want you to till the end.
I don't want your extreme bond,
All I want is for us to laugh together!
Cuz relationships which keeps people happy>
Are only those who tends to last
FOREVER!
I want to bother you late nights.
I want us to have crazy fights,
I want to pass my shoulder for you to cry.
I want to pretend it's a funeral whenever you say me BYE.
I don't understand why there's so much expectations on friends?
Why?
When we can drink cheap sodas and pretend it was beer we tried!
I want you to hold yourself high and never bend, dear friend!

(Annu roy✍️)

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You're appearing like a flashback in my mind!
Boy I want you to know that I'm doing just fine!
You get finer as you age just like a precious wine,
Sometimes I begin to forget that you are mine!
Boy why don't you let me sleep;
Appearing like a flashback in my mind.
Driving crazy with smooth cravings,
as smooth you drive the car!
Living the heck of a good life yet
not cuz you're too far!
Boy I want you to know
Your arms are my favourite bar,
I wanna own you as much as I want to own a guitar;
And play with that guitar along with you where no one can find!
Boy you're memory is choking my breath
Appearing like a flashback in my mind!

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आंखों की आंखों में डर सा दिखे है
ये दिखता जो मंज़र कहर सा दिखे है
वो तृप्ति की बातें बली चढ़ चुकी हैं
किसी के हाथ का पानी भी
ज़हर सा दिखे है
बचे जान कोई, मै दे दूं दुआएं
तलाशूं मै मंदिर तो घर सा दिखे है
वो पत्थर के रब , छुट्टियों पर गए हैं
खुदा तो पुलिस, नर्स, डॉक्टर सा दिखे है
हर एक लम्हा, गुज़र खौफ में रहा
सभी की हैसियत अब सबर सा दिखे है
भर गए सन्नाटे, कई आंगनों में
कभी कभी तो मंज़िल कबर सा दिखे है
बहुत जुल्म ढाया, सभी ने सभी पर
खुदा है खफा अब असर सा दिखे है
रहो तुम सलामत तो हम भी सलामत
एक दुआ ही है जो कारगर सा दिखे है
आंखों की आंखों में डर सा दिखे है
ये मंज़र बड़ा भयंकर सा दिखे है।
- Annu Roy ✍️

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How dare you break my heart again?
(Annu Roy ✍️)

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