How do i feel holistically?

I feel like a Zombie,
But still have a soul and a heart 💗

I feel such fear,
Running from the terror and horror of what i been through and what could be

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4:30 pm and it's still raining...
Nothing to do, so I just think of you
Watch a slideshow of your pics,
and play your voice clip on repeat.

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Her touches nurture,
Her hugs gives comfort,
Her strength supports
She uplifts and motivates.
Not afraid to fail
Cause she'll rise 10 times more.
She's wise, she is bold.
She brings her light,
Wherever she goes.

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Nurturing, strong spirited,
Who brightens our Home.

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With a cup of choco,
A smile and a "Hi"
from Precious Crush
Our exchange of text,
"I love you", "take care".
Darling, life gets better
If I have you with me.

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Stop thinking too much of whether
you're good enough or not.
Take life one step at a time,
Dont fright, dont cry...
I know your favorite person,
I know you many times you whisper
Your crush names on me
And each time you smile.
Dont over think, and if you do
Let it be the thoughts of love
Your love, your motivation
Let it be about your Precious darling
Cause whenever you do,
i also feel loved by you,
cause you hug me a lil' tighter.

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Kindhearted soul,
Enchanting eyes.

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Is like a dose of vitamin C
Bring health and helps immunity
a moon in a dark night,
Brings me light, solitude and peace.
Inspires and motivates me.
Loving you is favorable to my soul 💞

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I dream to fly in the vastness of your mystery
Explore the clouds, rainbow and stars of your mind and body
Stares at you with awe and peplexity,
How can i have such a beauty,
I asked myself, am I worthy?

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Crave for you 😋😆

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