The world is just a pitch black hell
With no hopes and tormented souls...

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You always looked at stars and wondered,

I always looked at the dunes and sand in the desert,

You looked at trees and marvelled at them,

I looked at their roots and weeds present near them,

You were pefectly mystical,
And i was just a mere commoner looking at the cause...

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You sit at night and wonder,
What did you ever do to people so bad that wanted to avoid to you,
Leave you alone so much,
That you doubted what was so wrong in yourself,
From then you just doubting yourself,
And slowly you only hated yourself for ever asking that what was so worth it in yousrself,
Because you slowly believed there was nothing for which people would love to stay...

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I look at people expressing when they feel pain,
I look at them when they laugh freely without thinking later that they might become sad,
I look at people my age crying freely when they feel hurt ,
And then i wonder what is wrong with me,
I self taught myself to express, never cry till i cant really bear ,
I feel so wrong ,
I feel alone...

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So true

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When nothing seems right you know that the emotions you withheld within you, wasn't even worth it for them

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May this ramzan
allah heal those hearts that were broken,
May him accept our prayers and bring peace to our souls and accept those silent lips that always believe in him

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To the new person who has tried to get close to me, im sorry i pushed you away,it's just because i dont trust anyone anymore, because i know one day you will be tired of me and leave me without explanation just like others who left me

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When you fight so hard to get out of the dark room your mind once made for you and then eventually you end up in the same dark room once again makes you lose hope for seeing the light that once you loved

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As i experience life,
i slowly become cold ,
so cold that i could feel it in my heart what numbness is ,
it felt hollow ,
a hole gaping so big
And taking away all the emotions once i felt,
As i experience life closely i know what causes hatred now...

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