I love you and I will always miss you, my lovely sister, holding you in my heart & mind. I need you every moment of my life, but I know you are in a better world now. I am waiting for my death to meet you on other side of the life. I hope you are also waiting for me.
May the wind of heaven blow softly and whisper in your ears that your lil sister wishes God for some miracle that brings you back at least on Rakhi.
Happy Rakshabandhan to my angel in heaven !!! ❤️

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Bachpan mei jis andhere se dar lagta tha,
Aaj usi andhere mei sukoon milta hai

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Did your desire to live leave?
Death is better, do you believe?
Being good, what did you achieve?
Giving it all up, would that be a relieve?

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Anybody can take my place, my worth, my wisdom, my dignity, my act of concern.
Everything can be replaced. I am just as ordinary as a simple girl who thought no matter what happens, atleast I would be acknowledged for my heart, but today that too has been taken away.
So, hereI am standing shattered, I have nothing to give, no wisdom, no knowledge, no care, as I lost myself today & I am left with no self image of myself.
I am not writing coz I am jealous or nervous or confused. I felt what I didn’t ever santed to feel and that’s being created as “worthless” and “replaceable”.

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Ek raat aye esi,
Jo subah na laye fir kabhi.

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Sometimes I hold it
On other occasions, I let it hold me
But these days my breath is a resignation
Waiting for a signature.

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The truth is that,
We don’t mature with years,
We mature with damage.

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Trust often carries,
A veiled promise of betrayal.

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The pain that I went through,
People whom I trusted were few,
Whom I loved were not true,
Suddenly the world which I knew
Once again became new.

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A sea of whiskey couldnt intoxicate me as much as a single drop of yours can.

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