My darling,

You said you wouldn't leave but, you still did.
You left me like nothing, weren't you my everything?

You said you will hold my hand, but didn't say how long?
Look what you've done. Where did I ever go wrong?

I miss you and it already feels like a time of life.
You kissed me harder. Promised to be my wife.

You walked away with all the promises incomplete.
All of our favourite songs are still on repeat.

I drink too much now, to numb this ache, to kill the pain.
I still remember how crazily you loved the rain.

I carry myself every morning, try to accept the change.
It feels terrible to put my wild heart back in it's cage.

Every dark night, I drown in my own ocean of tears.
A mind is full of questions, a heart full of fears.

It hurts when they talk about us; I pretend to be fine.
But I still breathe with a hope that one day you'll be mine.

- V