sad beautiful tragic //

i wish i wrote the way i thought. i wish the words came easily to me. the sky has no motion. it is alone tonight. silence knocks and the answer is silence itself. i am trying to sing the blues but what is it that is coming out of my mouth? what is?
i am sad and there is a music to this sadness. lately i am alone with echo of this song. i am not afraid of change. i am scared of all the things that we can't change. i'm just lost in the puzzle of the teenage mind. my eyelids sag, heavy with sleep. you won't find any light inside my eyes. i often find myself turning to incog tabs to ask questions which apparently google doesn't have the answers to. when you are in the middle of a really bad dream, when you're listening to the bridge of illicit affairs and feeling a weird kinda sad comfort, do not stop. don't stop even though everything seems to decay. don't let your thorns get you. don't cry listening to that bridge even though it tears you apart. just don't. don't let it wither you. take your time because what is hurting you right now is gonna pass soon. that's all i've for now because it's pretty to think that we are gonna be alright.

CIAO!

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No matter what people tell you,
Words and ideas can change the world.

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