Then and now,
I don't know how,
I wanted to be yours,
To make u and me as ours.
But I know a thing,
This all stands for nothing,
As not always,
Do dreams find it ways.
Though I know the fact,
Yet I can't stop the act,
The heart takes part in,
As if everything is possible herein.
Wish I could be true to me,
And let the conscience see,
"A fool ,a fool , a big fool u are
Who is letting truth overcome desire."
But u know what,
There is also another fact;
If I let the shutters down,
For the dreams of my own,
I may then and there shatter,
Preventing which is what now matters.
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