At 5, people told me "Don't be so quiet, speak."
I tried.
At 15, people told me "Why so poor, get better grades"
I tried.
At 18, people told me "Why dark circles at this age, get more sleep"
I tried.
At 20, people told me "Stop being so sad, get over it"
I tried.
At 25, people told me "Just kill your inner self already"
I'm trying.

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चुभ जाती हैं इतनी ज्यादा कभी कभी कुछ लोगों की बातें,
की मेरा दिल ही ये सोचने पर मुझे मजबूर कर देता है,
की क्या सच में मैं इतनी ज्यादा बुरी हूँ...?

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I remembered the friendship
She played with my emotions
I gave her suggestions,
She understood it as a lecture
I gave her my heart,
She stabbed knife into it
I maintained silence, She took it my habit
Whenever she wanted help,
I was always ready for it
I thought of taking revenge, But how
could I forgot, She was no. 1 in it
This friendship suffocated me
Our friendship converted into ugly enmity
This whole time I cursed myself
This friend is chosen by me ??
I cried for a true friend
Which she failed to become.
But realized after some time
How I did such a big mistake
I Left her alone,
when she needed me the most.
Because I believe in making things good
Rather than let it go
I played my role in our friendship
Now She will realize about it one day
Betrayal should be converted into love again.
It's better, to have a true friend
rather than someone fake. Isn't it??

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•BIRTHDAY•

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I am trying to breathe.
I am trying again.
I wish I could give up.
I don't want to breathe.

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"Breathings of my heart"
I wrote them so easily on a paper like it never suffocated!

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The air was romantic when you used to see deeply in my eyes..
Now it became polluted from the day you broke my heart

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when i feel the difficulty in understanding myself.
i feel suffocated when " i don't know what i'am??what i need and what are My preferences ??"

Then how do you expect me to understand you when i can't even understand myself ??

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You feel suffocated,
when struggle dies
and luck wins.

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You feel suffocated,
when humanity dies
and barbarity wins.

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