NIRVANA

N - Notify yourself about your goals

I - Identify the purpose of things around you

R - Rectify yourself through self-discipline

V - Verify your soul through self-realization

A - Aerify often by breathing in nature

N - Nidify with family and friends

A - Amplify your inner strength

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आत्मा पर मिथ्य का बोझ
तथा हृदय में सत्य की खोज
इन दोनों का बोध ही
मिलकर आत्मा का अध्यन,
अर्थात् अध्यात्म कहलाता है

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Ending the endless quests of life
Annihilating the unseen dreams of mine,
Following the golden paths
Leading to your destination,
Walking on the way to your soul
Searching for an enlightened cessation,
I want you to be my salvation.
Blowing out desires and delusions
With the gust of your love,
Numbing the sensuality of my body
With the serenity of your divine touch,
Feeling the essence of emptiness
Emancipating my heart from emotions
I want you to be my Nirvana.
Merging my conscience with you
Terminating my life within your soul
Embracing you as my death
I want you to write my conclusion.
I want you to be my ultimate end
I want you to be my Mahanirvana.

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Let the echoes of my heart rest in your soul..

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To awaken self wisdom
Try to master the art of listening
Be aware of your inner stillness
Listen to the sound of your existence
Watch, watch, watch...
Only a seeker can attain self realization
Live the 'known' , Seek the 'unknown'
Connect yourself with the primordial sound
Rise higher, Rise higher, Rise higher...

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A new dawn,
A thaw in the winter ice,
A spring, a life for the tulips.

Gardens in full bloom, Chinar its most majestic.

Misty grass gave way,
Brown blanket of lifeless Chinar leaves covered the ground.

For some, autumn never ends.

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With every realisation,
of my profound ignorance,
This obnoxious ego of mine,
dies a little every time.

With each ray of knowledge,
a drop of my ignorance evaporates,
a slight breeze calms me down,
taking me closer to Nirvana.

It's a treacherous and uncertain journey,
but it's the most satisfying,
to discover oneself,
to reveal layer by layer,
to feel the naked truth of nothingness,
and finally to experience 'ego death'.

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I am always so extreme.
At one moment I am totally detached with everything around me. I don't care if I get to eat anything at lunch. I don't care if I will see his face ever again. It feels like I have achieved the ultimate Nirvana.

And then, the second needle completes one whole round and I text him saying, how badly I am missing him. And the whistle of the cooker in the kitchen, starts giving me a headache.
I desperately starts moving here and there as one more minute has passed and he hasn't replied me yet.

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"Am I dead?“,asked him
touching his neck in vain searching for wound
"alive enough to be dead.."
her evil voice made him fall prey
"get naked."
ordered her,untying her veil
"what?..why me?"
asked him staring at her
"now you're one of us.."
"but.."
"..no more questions now."
pushed him to waters
she kissed him fierce,deep & shallow
all at once as the moon turned red
"waited for this moment since eternity."
tear in,no flesh just blood
"this red nothingness is us,luciferin."
"Ahh..your sins are mine."
screamed her on him
"Ahh...I'm yours."
his thrusts speed up in rhythms of demons as his captivating fear turned into pleasure
at the edge of their unsung trance
the love of her that he could feel now
made him what he was destined to be
"the vampire in me belongs to you."
his deep voice got resonated with her moans
the blood of the moon poured on her lips
to his tortured eclipse
before he could breathe
his soul left him.

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