Today,
I ripped,
All my past,
And searched for you,
Once where you were cuddled,
Where your name was safely carved,
Where you touched to feel my love,
Below my skin where you used to dwell,
Have you fallen out of me?Or I have
Under the load of all misunderstandings accumulated throughout the life,
Today, the letters of your name are burnt into ashes,
I have thrown your memories in weather worn gaps,
I was surprised not to grieve for you,
Nor did I feel discontent within me,
Instead,I craved my own name,
Where your name was filled,
It tasted like freedom,
For I am,
Now newer,
Me.

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And I took the flight
from maze of emasculation
taking permit
of my courage

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I am long caged
behind the stubborn bars
of life wrapped with
duties of a mortal being;

My transient dreams
honey combed with insidious rapacity
clipped my wing
and shackled my wrists
transforming me
into a choking daydream
that shouts a nightmarish scream
on the cadaver of my
spiritual self.

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Anchored in grace
Ferocious in rampage
The Strom ; she is.

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My bruises sing
not a carol of joy n glee
but a plea to the Heaven Almighty
to release me from the pain
that still throbs in
the oldest of scars.

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Tears have soaked the futile
verses of my life,
All dreams
my elated eyes
once weaved guardedly
are lost,
The pages are now all blank,
Forgotten and abandoned,
Only remembered,
by the final traces
of the blurred ink.

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And she cut loose
all the noose of her emotions
that entangled her
in the maze of melancholy.

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Stars gave a nudge
for the sun to judge
why moon have grudge
from lover of past;

The moon have scars
From burn of cigars
by lover of Mars
That left her harassed;

Sun told the Moon
He'll punish him soon
And spear with harpoon
For the guilt surpassed;

Moon gave a blush
For Sun have crush
But thought to hush
Before loving him vast;

Then love was spotted
Like master star nodded
Their saga thus completed
Leaving us all enthusiast;

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My Soul was Gypsy,
wandering alone,
Until it found,
Heaven.

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