Worst Feeling ???

When you suddenly start missing someone badly, in the night or during the work….in the office…..college…..on the way…window side of bus……or just when you heard something you can relate to them…..but you can’t talk to them. The helplessness, depressing mood, anxiety, feeling of loneliness…..horrible pain which is not physical but you can actually feel that on physical level in the middle or around of your heart like something is not good….like something broken…..like there is less air for breathing…..like you are dying and the worst part you can’t talk to anybody about this feeling….you can’t explain this whole thing to anybody in this world because you don’t know how to without crying 😭😭😭

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आज उसके जीवन की वास्तविकता ने,
झकझोर कर रख दिया मुझे।
अपने उस ख़ुशनुमा चेहरे के पीछे,
कितने दर्द छुपा रखे थे उसने।।

कितने टालमटोल के बाद,
बयाँ किया उसने वो सब।
जिनको ना जाने दिल में,
कब से दबा रखा था उसने।।

जान कर आज सब कुछ,
अब मेरी नींदें गायब हैं कहीं।
ख़लिश-भरी इतनी रातों को,
जाने कैसे बिताया होगा उसने।।

मेरे दर्द में शामिल होकर,
अक्सर मुझे हँसाते वक़्त।
अपने अंदर के ग़मों को,
जाने कैसे छुपाया होगा उसने।।

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Do you not
fear 'HAPPINESS'
more than horrible dream
that revisits 'REALITY' ?

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this oceanic beauty
horrible more.
wouldn't you do
the process of
making yourself
kerauno resistant.
or
wait until you
feel Keraunophobia.
it's enthralling,
ocean is hiding a lot
of inscrutable subtleties.
that night of
separation still a
mystery.

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Today is the day I've been waiting for long
My past calling me and I won't respond,

Everything has changed and I have changed too
It was the horrible experience too,

I recovered very fast from that pain
And don't want to live that hell life again,

I don't know whether what I did was right or wrong
All I know is I Moved On.

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शरारत करो , साजिशे नहीं ,
हम शरीफ है, सीधे नहीं..!!

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लगता है परेशानियों ने मुझ तक पहुंचने का स्थायी निवास प्रमाण पत्र बनवा ही लिया है.......
कभी भी जब मन चाहे मुझपे टपक पड़ती है
😆😆😆😆😥😥😥😒😒😏😏

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As a demon,
I live my life in darkness,
Full of hatred and sadness,
Then I met to Anabelle,
She is same as me,
Her beauty is pure deceit,
That's her charm with discreet,
I wonder if I will commit with her,
We would be a good combination,
And will live our dark lives together for forever

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Poor baby....actually he saw Rakhi Sawant without makeup

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LOVE is the most HORRIBLE THING that I experienced ever..!!

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