High School?!
Here I am wondering "why am I even here?"
When all the students are busy with their lessons and all
Here I am staring at the only notebook I brought, pretending to be in the class,
with my thoughts wandering somewhere.
Not even raising hands to the questions I already knew..
Stressed about the things I still have to do..
Thinking about it makes me even more depressed.
But still, not doing anything and today is no different day.
What is this feeling of emptiness?
Stress, Anxiety, and depression hit me all at once..
Making me wonder "why am I still here?"
But believe me, this is not me!
I was once a perfect student with no stress on academics..
One who made the best out of her time.
But now here I am, wondering if school is a waste of time.
Badly waiting for this high school life to end..
This feeling of emptiness makes me wanna cry and laugh
But neither the tears show up nor the smile...
And I am here staring at the book blankly with my wandering thoughts
wondering "who I really am?"
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