THE HEFTY BILLS
It's really difficult to pay those hefty bills.
The bills that are due from years and appear since ages.
They remain in arrears
for such massive numbers
that I fear I'll end up being in Queer street.
As I start itemizing them
I realise,
how I have been since all these years;
Holding grudges for the uncharted.
Ill willing to delve into the golden gooses
of spirit and fortitude.
Twinging up to the tunes of evil envy,
everytime I felt I was somewhat lesser or the other was a bit greater, while the World still remained the same colossal one.
Blocking up the opportunity or the growth prospect,
each time I became self-assertive of my subverted calibre.
Missing on one more,
no a lot more chances
to know one more beautiful soul
because of the disability to judge in all the swift.
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