❛They never allowed me
to be who I am
And if I'm not who I am ,
then who am I?❜

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The life we live is already PROGRAMMED

Even what we are about to think is already programmed when we are born.
We even know when we are gonna die when we are born( its already encrypted)


I'm sorry to say this we all are not living the life we want , everything is programmed by the creator who's super genius who i believe to be the one who created and controlling the entire universe. its not the charles darwin way of evolution !
Astrology plays a major, crucial role with our life .
all those planetary motion and position is very much connected to our birth .they decide our thoughts, energy levels and actions we make.

And YOU reading my quote is also already
PROGRAMMED :)

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The bittersweet yet real truth
Everything is a loop,
Some are oval, or circle, or square, or trapezium
Coz everything you project or prospect
Will reach and return to you
Sooner or later

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Life mein importance pata hona chahiye,
warna existence to 'queue' mein 'ueue' ka bhi hai.

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Will you accept me then?
If I come and stand before you, naked.
With my soul bared.
My emotions running astray.
Everything out in the open.
With nothing to hide.
My scars you can see, my tears you can touch. My evil you can watch, my good you can applaud.
Will you accept me then, in all of my entirety and with all of my vulnerability?

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being suspended between what to feel and what to fight. What if I always remain worlds away from this world, while trying to catch up with the hands of time? Will I ever find a meaning, a familiar yet unknown feeling? What if I feel so much that it's almost as if I don't feel at all? Will I forever be submerged in the question mark that follows "I'm fine"?

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My bones are cracking,
Under the weight of your expectations.
My mind has started to play games with me.
I'm not sure where I'm meant to be.
They say, listen to your heart, it's never wrong.
But what do I do when my heart itself is torn?
I want to make you happy, but
I want to make my soul happy too.
They say close your eyes and you'll see the answer,
But my mind's eye shows a million images.
Which one do I choose and
Where do I stop?

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You’ll always remain a part of me.
Your memories will always haunt me.
There’ll always be days when your face will flash
Before my eyes, for no rhyme nor reason.
There’ll always be days, when I’ll stand
Underneath the shower and along with water, will come tears streaming down.
There’ll always be times when I’ll try building a relationship,
And I’ll remember you.
I’ll remember all the reasons why we clicked and why we broke up.
You’ll always remain a measure for comparison,
For good and for bad, you’ll still be there.
When are you going to leave me be?
When are you going to act like you never existed?
When will I find the one, who’ll make me believe
That your memories are now nothing but a mirage.
When will I find the one that’ll shatter all standards and all measures of comparison,
In the mere existence of whom, you won’t even dare enter the cycle of my thoughts…..

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I used to think existential crisis is just a passing phase but now I realize it is my life!

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'We were in fact, a Kaleidoscope'

As a child,
My world was black and white.
I saw only in binaries,
I separated day from night,
Fight from flight and dark from light.
I tried to put them in boxes,
Divide them into classes.
I thus wanted to classify them, organize them, analyze them and in the process,
Criticise them.
I made borders, for a very long time.
But then slowly I grew up.
I saw new things, I met new people,
And I learnt so much from them.
They made me finally realize, that the world was not my division of black and white.
No one here was entirely right.
No one was entirely good,
Or for that matter bad.
We were all just a big mixture.
A mixture of blacks and whites and reds and blues and
Oranges and and its varied hues.
We were in fact, a Kaleidoscope!

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