Slipping through
the people, alone,
never did I connect.
It never felt like home,
rejections surrounded.
I may look like a normal person,
two legs and two hands
that do not know what to do
when wrapped around
like a sheath, all over.
You see my both eyes
blinking into emptiness
and a nose that smells
nothing but death.
Even if you all see me there
still like a statue
swollen with fear,
why can't I see anyone?
I just try
with failed attempts
to run away, far somewhere.
Why am I afraid of
absolute nothingness?
Is it because I dug
myself a coffin
to live within?
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