It's not easy.The constant struggle to decide, should you hold on or let go? It slowly crumbles you. You cling to all the memories like a baby; you don't want her, who was once your strength, who once made you so happy walk away like that and you do everything you can to keep her,just to stop her from leaving, but she still does. And then one day, when you will see her living happily, not concerned or bothered by your existence anymore, you will hate yourself for crying nights and days over her, for letting your future go down the drain because your priority was to get her back when she had already given up on you after meeting somebody with a bigger car and a heavier wallet, for not choosing your family, your friends who actually loved you, over her. You will hate yourself and in that moment no matter how much you will try, you won't be able to gather yourself and bring back the old , strong you. All you will be able to do is, cry with guilt. So let go, let go now,before it's too late. Becuase, brother, to her, it makes no difference.
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