"Now-a-days"

Waiting for someone ;
Who is special for you ,
Isn't this Only a hopeless faith?
Expecting from someone ;
Whom you trust the most ,
Isn't this enough for Self Toxication?
Just only AGONIZING ;
EveryDay, Every Minute, Each Moment ;
Which is not less then -A NIGHTMARE ,
Just for that so called -Whom you love!!!

© dr.arjun grover

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The inconsolable moment for us. I know dad you made the decision,it burst me into tears but the outcome agonizing you...too.
The scary scars on me always breaking you from deep down inside . I hope, my flies towards the strength can soothe you...be a courageous dad because I am your daughter.

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मैं
अंदर ही अंदर
हर पल
तड़पता रहता हूँ

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I know, you would justify yourself, shaming me by labelling as sensitive & may be toxic because of the damn feelings I develop for you, but deep inside you know very well, I am an empathetic soul, who would have take care of you eternally for the sake of The Almighty, like none other

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The most exhilarating smile hides
the most agonizing tales.

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And the another agonizing day passed without the pills.

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Love, such a strange feeling, isn't it?Unforeseen and uncoming uncanny, it finds you in your darkest days and takes you to the highest skies, but the moment you walk away, everything falls apart and you lie there alone, lonelier than before.
Maybe, I never really loved you the way you did, but the moment you left, I felt this agonizing pain taking over my whole body and no matter how hard I tried, it's reason was unfathomable. And even if letting you go wasn't my choice, not when my hands had been shackled by the people around me, maybe, I never really fought for us the way you did. I know it's too late, but
now I realise, it was not 'right person but wrong time', it was 'right person but wrong choice', choice of letting you go without even trying.

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My heart aches to see
how blindly
you turned my agony into poetry.

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I like the constant agony in my life, it just made me a better writer better artist and an absolutely empathetic person!

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