I had to keep moving towards whatever I could find as a destination, sometimes turning back to feel for a moment what I truly aspire, but eventually finding the strength not to turn back ever. I had to be courageous enough to never even for a moment do what my heart truly wants. I have to be brave enough to twist and replace the consciousness of my soul. I need to feel beautiful again, and for that, I have to abandon the most beautiful thing I can possibly have felt in this life.
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