It's 6 in the morning and you're awake, the sound of downpour outside is making you feel gloomy inside. So, why are you awake, what's been going on in your mind ?
Movies, studies or some girl... Oh! No, it's just you and your thoughts, the dillema of your ever existing introvertism and being afraid of social connection might have started hurting you now. But, why to bring all this all of a sudden, when maybe everything is going right, your career, your life and you, especially you, have been growing up well without any hiccups recently.
Or, maybe it's just a cover-up to meet and greet with people and have fun while you're just an artist on the stage of life.
Ah, let it be there are too many "maybe's " in your theories and I think you're okay. Take some good rest, and everything 'might' be just fine.
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