MY LOVE FOR U 🥲

[A Confession I'll never do]

If you'd let me, I'd love u more than all the frictional character you're so deeply in love with. Pluck all the flowers in the world and turn them into an endless carpet for u to walk on. Cage stars into boxes, girft-wrap them and send them to you. Love in oceans and always fathom your depth. If you'd lend me a little space in your heart, trust me, I'd make space for us in every literature textbooks..♡

There are poets dying to write about a love like ours;
Will u let me make their wishes
come true!??

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"Maybe nobody noticed your teary eyes, when all those problems, pains, and agony were crossing your mind.

But know that, God saw that, nothing is out of His sight and knowledge. He knows what's distressing you most. He knows....

Just know that He is enough to fix everything."

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BEAUTY OF WAITING WITHOUT A HOPE.......

In the silence of waiting, I find a strange peace,
A stillness that settles, like a gentle release,
No expectations, no demands, no claims,
Just the quiet beauty, of waiting in vain.

The hours tick by, like falling leaves,
Each one a reminder, of what I don't receive,
Yet in this emptiness, I find a strange reprieve,
A freedom from longing, a freedom to breathe.

The world outside moves, with all its might,
But in my waiting, I find a quiet light,
A patience that's born, of hopeless desire,
A stillness that soothes, like a gentle fire.

In this waiting without hope, I find a strange beauty,
A beauty that's not, in what I'll receive,
But in the act of waiting, in the letting go,
A beauty that's found, in the quiet, slow.

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He:-🗣️what's there in me that draws u in??

—> it's ur smile , that light my world....
It's ur laughter that echoes through my mind...
It's ur strength that u wear like a shield...
It's the dreams that u chase with all ur might...

Perhaps,
It's the quite moments we share....
The whispers in the darkness, The secret that we spare....

The way our heart beats in syncopated time....
The love that we nurture, the love that we design....

OR MAYEBE,
It's something more profound...
A connection that transcends word unbound,
A sense of belonging, of being at home
A love that's rooted deep, like an ancient tone....

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# and why is it always that
if someone offers me flower, I offer them my entire garden???


Why is it always that if someone offers me as flower
I offer them my entire garden's every hour?
I spread my petals wide, like a blooming tree
Hoping they'll notice, and stay with me

I give them my sunshine, my nourishing rain
My every waking thought, my every refrain
But they take a bloom, and walk away
Leaving me bare, with nothing to say

Why do I give so much, and expect so little back?
Do I fear being alone, or is it a habit to lack?
I'm a garden of love, with flowers so bright
But I need to learn, to keep some for the night

To tend to myself, to nurture my own soul
To keep some petals closed, and not make myself whole
For love that's not reciprocated, is a garden in pain
And I need to learn, to love myself first, to love again.

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I'm scared because I know I'll never Stop feeling this way for him. I wouldn't blink my eyes in front of him if I could because every millisecond spent watching him heals my soul. The way because of him there's a sunflower field in my heart that's so gorgeous. The way he make me feel secure and I have yearned to feel this way my entire life. I'm scared because I know he don't feels the same thing about me, And I am too used to watching people fall out of love with me...

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And when they refuse to choose you, choose distance. Because staying won't make a difference. I know those feelings are precious,but,my love, so is your heart.So is your heart.....

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Sometimes when someone's leaving, that's when we realize how much they mean to us. Every moment spent with them flashes before our eyes, and all we want to do is relive every single one of them. All those conversation & silences, all those times they made you laugh and shared your pain, and everything in between. You miss all of it, but it's too late to stop them from leaving. So, while someone is there in ur life, while u can hold their hands & hug them, while u can look into their eyes and see love dancing in their irises, take time out to tell them how much u appreciate their presence. Tell them how much they mean to u & how ur life wouldn't be the same without them. Tell them how much u adore every little thing they do for u. Tell them how much u value the efforts they make for u. And love them. Love them as much as u can & never let them go....

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🗣️:— you are really hard to love...

I was never hard to love,
My heart beats solely for you from above
I gave you every piece of me,
And in return, I asked for simplicity

To be seen, to be heard, to be understood
To feel your love, like a warm, steady flood
But instead, I was met with indifference and cold
Left wondering, if our love story was old

I poured my soul into our bond,
Gave you every fragment of my heart beyond
I loved you fiercely, purely, and true,
But somehow, it wasn't enough for you

You took my love, my trust, my everything,
And left me with shattered dreams, and a heart that would sting
I thought our love was a sanctuary, a safe haven,
But it turned out to be, a place where I'd often wander

I was never hard to love,
I just needed someone, who'd love me from above
Someone who'd cherish, honor, and adore,
Not someone who'd break me, and walk out the door

My love wasn't complicated, it was simple and kind,
I just needed someone, who'd love me for all of me, and mind
But I guess I was wrong, and you weren't the one,
Who'd love me fully, and make our love shine like the sun...

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