That one last time before I was leaving you and this pandemic had just begun.
When we weren't aware that holding onto eachother would be this hard.
We tried, we did.
It took every cell in our body to convince and give up on us, to let go of eachother.
I am so used to your warmth
That now I am just cold and empty.
The only regret I have now is, that I didn't hold you a little longer, a little tighter the last time.
If I knew this pandemic was going to take you away from me, I swear I wouldn't have leave.
But, I guess now it is pointless right?
We are miles apart and can not even talk to eachother.
Oh! How I wish, I could just hold you tight and sleep peacefully now.
I wish!
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