Nicole Chan Ü   (Love, Nicole Ü)
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Writes to express not just to impress
Joined 9 November 2016


Writes to express not just to impress
Joined 9 November 2016
21 JUN 2023 AT 18:57

I don’t need to explain to you
Why you should’ve treated me right
Before you lost all the light
From the love I’ve stopped giving you
Throughout our short-lived married life.

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21 JUN 2023 AT 18:42

My father loves to blame everything.
Easy to anger and quick to accuse,
He’s always ready to give out abuse
To the point of creating illogical excuses
That he thinks to be high-sounding
But are actually just a bunch of nonsense
He can’t wait to use.

How can I say that everything’s okay
When all I want is for you to go far far away
Far from your toxic intoxications
That’s only leading me astray
Teaching me your violent ways
By redirecting my anger
To innocent passerby’s way.

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21 JUN 2023 AT 17:26

You’re my therapist
Because despite the pain,
You know this isn’t a game.

You cherish each word
Even when they’re just a blur
Because through my tears,
You experience my fears.

Knowing everything,
You give me your word
For you are my therapist
That guides me to something
Unlike others
Who reduce me to nothing.

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21 JUN 2023 AT 16:57

Waking up the next day
Knowing you’re now forever gone

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21 JUN 2023 AT 16:46

I wonder
if you’re starting to realize
the loneliness
now that you’re the only one
who’s left behind
with everyone gone
from your actions
that can never be undone.

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14 JUN 2023 AT 21:03

How could you dare pretend
like everything’s okay
when you know how much
I’m barely holding
the crumbled pieces
you shatter every other day?

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14 JUN 2023 AT 20:55

A Thickened face

Once on the rare occasion you were sane enough I asked, “Why oh why do you treat us as such?”

“Alas! Blame it on my illness, ain’t anything I can do about it,” he proudly replied, delighted as he overuses the excuse as often as he could from then on.

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14 JUN 2023 AT 20:36

Just Another Day With My Father — An Explosion

A new day begins and as usual you spontaneously decided you wanted something different, one that would elicit a bigger explosion. In your words, “the colorful & louder the better,” so you once again start a fire. After blindfolding and pouring me in gasoline, you dump me into the flames as you sigh, finally in relief.

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14 JUN 2023 AT 20:29

In-between Slow-cooked & Broiled

I am going cray cray and you are just there ‘acting’ oblivious to my anguish while deliberately adding charcoal to the fire once in a while, alternating between sugar, vinegar, or chilli not realizing you’ve already burnt me black a million times over.

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2 DEC 2022 AT 23:04

Am I your fucking trash can?
A familiar punching bag you can abuse and gaslight over and over again?
Who the fuck do you think you are?
WHO THE FUCK?!

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