Living a futile life is hard. Competing against all those skilled people with your incompetent soul and every night submerging in the thoughts of your future, which you know is not going anywhere good really tears you apart and takes away your energy little by little every night leaving you all pale and lifeless.

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जिंदगी में अब खुशनुमा फूल नहीं खिलते।
शायद कब्र पर ही रंगबीरंगे फूल खिल उठे मेरे।

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Thank you for not being there,
when I had all those mood swings.
Thank you for letting me be alone,
when I was going through the hardest phase of my life.
Thank you for showing your back,
when all I needed was a warm cuddle.
Thank you for ignoring my silence,
while my inside was screaming the loudest.
Thank you for never having my back and
avoiding the excruciating pain
that my soul was feeling,
while all I wanted was to be heard.

Perhaps, that's what has made me a strong warrior.

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People brag of someone having their back all the time, and here I am with stab wound all over my back.

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People who love you more than you love them, who would go to any extent to hold onto you, who would love you so hard that it becomes difficult for you to ever get separated from them under any circumstance, who give their best to provide you a secured future and who love you not just in words but with their actions too are rare. If you have someone like this, hold them dearly and never let go!

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Glow with your own love for yourself. Don't expect anyone else to do this for you. 'Cause when you love yourself, you never run out of love and you shine bright.

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Chasing love my entire life,
I forgot to love myself.

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Let me die a sweet death
Let me be devoured by this darkness tonight
Let me sink deep into the ocean of thoughts
Let me never see the light.

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My life is getting hard. Surviving is getting tough. Even breathing is getting heavier day by day. But when I look around and find that people are living through harder times, I take a pause to thank the Almighty for giving me less of it.

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Somedays it feels like life is not getting anywhere, it is just spinning and ending at the same point where I had started from. The other days I feel like I've changed a lot, life has given me certain life-changing experiences while moving in the circular motion, and these experiences have taught me ethics, morality, how to let things, people and heart-wrenching past memories go, and being humble and down-to-earth.
I will always be grateful to the life that I have lived and am living right now.

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