And so it happend. I didn't even knew, it was happening to me. It all started with a simple hello and I felt the touch of the butterflies wing. Out of habbit I ignored it. But they say when your heart knows it knows, theres no logic, no explanation All you can do is to trust it.Your heart starts controlling your mind, all it wants is to focus on just one person. all other people seem to just exist. Whenever you see , talk or even think about them, you catch yourself smiling. and somehow problems seems to disappear
You just have a warm fuzzy feeling inside.You keep thinking is it too much to ask for? is it too much to hope for. Why is it that despite it being such a delicate feeling you cant just shake it off. why it that despite feeling like a string of silk fragile and weak, you seem to have a tremendous sense of optimism.
I have no answers to my own questions but yet I feel scared to lose something I dont even have. I fear falling for her. I fear because falling hardest is the only way I know to fall for someone. I fear I'll fall for her and be in a place where I'm waiting for her despite knowing she wont.
Even if it feels waiting for a train on a deserted island...
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