When I think Why I am unable To write these days The answer comes Whether I am not Truthful to myself These days Or my heart isn’t Going with my brain Or responsibilities Have taken over Creative sense.
She seems to be My poem but written For someone else All of her beauties, Love & imaginations Are mine but Lust for her belong to Someone else How even a Glimpse of her smile Or shy language of Her eyelids are Rewards to my heart And how the whole nights Translate into meaningless Silences For someone else !
How even an alphabet Between her lips Is a melody for hours To my ears And how hours of talking Are mere exchange of words Filling up void For someone else How even a touch Of an inch of our bodies Causes decoration of Stars on the poetic canvas And how her whole Body is a vessel to pour Frustrations For someone else !!
In their world of Words & imaginations Everything was love But then realities Made it absurd Insecurities, fear, Jealousy & toxicity Filled them up For forever !
You can take yourself To the bar And can laugh & dance Until you want You need no one Who tries to condition you Not to be real you Who tries to blur your blaze Darling take yourself out From that cage alike hands World can adjust & For that you need no one Who conditions Your existence You need no one To fill up the time & To devour your sleep Winds are waiting for You to hug New days, new life And new ways are Waiting for you darling You’re just one decision Away from loving, living & Laughing again Let’s escape from your Conditional existence !!
My eyes read wordless Letters When I pass through The places Where we laughed once My heart thuds faster Than normal When I get your notifications Colours return to the world Around me When you wear smile Of innocence while blush !
Meet me there Where no tags of Relations are required For togetherness Meet me there Where no societal Impositions Can make us loveless Meet me there Where we live in now And not affected by Insecurities & future !
Let’s don’t fall Prey to escapism Rather escape this World together To the place Where only love Matters Where no tags Of relations Are required To be with each other Where no talks Of securities Are discussed But only whispers Of sweet nothings Where there isn’t any Trade of words But only the blazes In eyes & reflections Of forever !
Life is so unpredictable & So uncontrollable Today, those are strangers At one point of time Who used to gaze forever In each other’s eyes Now, they just meet In common memories At different times And different places Now, they exist together Just in their heads only !