PEACE
Those nights where the fan is on full speed,
And you have a cold glass of beer or a full plate of food.
You just put a random episode of whatever season of your favorite show.
And you sit there, sighing peacefully.
Playing in the background is the Wisp Sings by Winter Aid,
You're overcome by peace.
Nostalgia, maybe just gratitude.
Not to anyone in specific, but the number of years you've been here, like this.
Like the final episode of a drama, where each and every character gets closure from what wrecked them all these years.
That peace, that just tells you everything has fallen in place.
That tomorrow, the thing that bothered you won't come for it's daily rounds.
You are free,
And that isn't because you weren't able to control it.
But it's also someone else's baggage you held on to for far too long,
It's them who got peace too.
You weren't as selfish as you thought,
You weren't an arson.
Peace doesn't have to be an every-minute thing.
Would you be as happy as you are now if it was always like this?
Time heals.
Peace reminds you, that you're getting there.
It doesn't have to be about letting go,
Who knew this heavy feeling could also be a part of happiness.
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