I have spent years making shit complicated for myself for staying with men who either weren't able or simply didnt want what i needed or what i wanted.Fighting,arguing,crying,screaming,trying..so much trying.Repeating myself ....OMG all i fucking did was repeat myself over n over again.And why?for what?At work, stressed and crying in the bathroom stall.At home tossing and turning in my bed tormenting myself with ''why is he treating me this way''?Questions. Fucking stupidness..n i m over it.I have a good heart n i am nt giving it to any more men who prove that they dont deserve it.This vicious cycle started with me allowing it all to keep happening and i am ending it with me not allowing it to happen again.I absolutely didnt knw my worth back then but now when i do there will be no settling or feeling guilty or standing firmly in my wants and needs.I am not asking for a man to move fucking mountains for me,i am asking for the very same things they want from me.Uh want love,loyalty,peace of mind,respect and happiness?well so the fuck do I! So if uh cannot give me the same shit uh are asking for then uh have gotta GO.No more complications.Uh either will or wont. N if uh wont its gud
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