The sun has gone but the light remains. The dusk has come but the dawn awaits. Stay beautiful.

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I danced through every storm when I had you with me, girl. I will never patiently wait for anything as I wait for this feeling, ever. Everytime I see an aeroplane dissolving into the midnight sky, I will pray for the moment it would take me to you, girl. And my every effort in life would be to travel to the corners of our imaginations, because that is what life means. That is what everything this thing called life provides us is meant to be happening for. 

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Having you near me, girl, makes me feel like the world is one big dream. And everything that happened, happened in our sleep. Love is as beautiful as death. Its that sleep you never want to wake up from. You just want to keep dreaming, and falling into her arms again and again and again. She felt so strong, to carry me everytime I fell tiringly onto her. It felt like she was the one giving me strength; my masculinity felt like a powerless echo of helplessness. She was powerful, helping me in each step, much more than I helped her, I think. She kept me dreaming, and writing, and living. She kept me holding onto the edge of that cliff of life, just so I could savour this immortality for one special memory in the depths of my inside workings. Everytime I fell, I craved in silence how I wanted to fall again.

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I believed in the world that we have created for ourselves, girl. And there, I believe everything is a little more fair. Maybe our fairness may be our selfishness to hold onto this little magics as long as we could, because we knew that whatever that went wrong, there was one thing that was certain: that this moment would come again between us, and the mere thought of it made us breathless. We knew for sure that if we held onto something as beautiful as this, there was nothing else that actually mattered. Everything else were mere incidents, they just happened as there was no other way other than to just happen like that. Every other burden felt like a walk in the rain; you enjoyed every moment waiting in patience for them.

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There were very few dreams that actually mattered. The time I get to spend in India, in my motherland, in between my trees and my greenery, sleeping in the warmth of your breath, your scent. I promise by all that I have, I do not need anything else more, maybe that is because I already have everything else. But my crime was the least harmful to humanity; I was just being inconsiderate to an inconsiderate world. I never believed in the world anyhow, although I believed in it's beauty; I believed in life. I believed in the moments that life brought about, the bounty it bestows upon our survival, it's beauty it makes us see through some special gifted humans. Some people like you, girl; people who made me crave for a little more time to breathe in some air and stay alive. 

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AEROPLANES IN THE SKY

They flew right above my head, far away into the horizon, blinking their lights and showing off the hopes and dreams they carried. From where I sat, I could see in entirety as they disappeared into an unknown distance, behind the buildings with lights a few blocks away. It was a beautiful sight. It signified how those aeroplanes would bring me and you much closer, much more in intimate love, less than a week away. I loved just the thought of it, and every way I travelled brought me to that one and only thing I knew for sure: I was madly in love with you, and I would do anything in my power to have you near me, be that for a moment or for eternity. Both felt the same to me when I was in your presence. 

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Sometimes, if we rested, we might die. If we live, we will get a good night's sleep...

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I'm sorry to my past and future, but my present is all that matters... 

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Eventually, I would sleep before I woke up. I would wake up in the middle of nowhere, but I would imagine myself being lifeless. It feels like the sleep I had earlier was death. I remember life. It was when I was sleeping beside that highway. When I closed my eyes to dream about my ride. I saw her staring at me very close beside me. She was hiding in the wind.

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I would like to see you sleep, walk quietly into your dream, and replace every sight you ever saw with an image of me. I would choose to remain there in your dream, to replace your memory of everything sweet and sour with something more beautiful, with the memories we created for ourselves.

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