You aren't the love of my life, but I'd keep us alive forever with these words.
It hits hard when you realise that everything I wrote about, is now just a work of fiction. Someone who isn’t in my life anymore but in my every line since the last 4 years. I still think of you, of the love that you once used to shower me with, of the love that you wrote. I haven’t deleted anything that I wrote about you, nor will I ever will. They will live with me. They will remind me of the love my heart can give. I wanted our love language to be cooking, painting together, writing for each other or anything that could be with you or have you in it, and there was. It was silence. So silent, I couldn’t even hear myself anymore.
You aren't the love of my life but with you I learned how to be a man in love.
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