I saw it burning in front of my own eyes,
I know its that guy upstairs rolling his dice.

My life is a game he likes to play,
All the good things seems close but he delays,

Feeling happy is what i miss,
You may think i am writing this to diss,

When i am shown new ways,
Dont know what conspiracy he lays,

It seems to be a testament of my patience,
I dont know when will it break my tolerance,

Feeling happy is what i miss,
You may think i am writing this to diss,

Maybe it is or maybe a way to express,
I hope it doesnt make you depress.

From one god to another i say,
May my happiness stay.

Or else war awaits your way.

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Why do i find the ones meant to be lost,
This hurt will stop at what cost?
The soul cries aloud and body smiles the most
Why do i find the ones meant to be lost,
I work myself to tire,
To bring in the blazing hell fire.
You should know the story,
On my way to glory,
To be the regalia on my crown,
I am going somewhere but down,
In order to honor the hero,
I need to start from zero.
To type or a letter to post,
To little but too huge a cost,
To doe is to live the most
Balancing reality is surreal
Thats what makes fantasy real.

Maybe thats what story of hero is.

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चलते-चलते ठहर सा गया
शायद सफर मेरा है बाकी
संभलते संभलते गिर गया
शायद उठना भी है बाकी
याद रखते ही भूल गया
शायद हंसना रह गया बाकी
खड़ी सी जाती हुई उम्मीद
शायद उसे वापस बुलाना है बाकी
रहना जो गई सो गई
सुबह अभी लानी है बाकी

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लमहा लम्हा करूं गुज़ारिश रब से,
की बदालदे मेरे ख्वाब को हकीकत में,
मांगते लगा मिलेगा मुझे जो मुझे चाहिए था,
जब आया समय दुआ के कामिल होने का
अब यूं लगता है कि, मांगा था जो मैने,
खुदा को क्यूं लगा ऐसे
जैसे मांग ली थी मैंने,
खुदाई उसकी

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To explain a character you are to me,
It's never going to be easy ,
You are all to me,
Loving you is easy,
But defining it as relationship,
Would be to spit at it,
We may touch each other's lips
Or body,
We know we make sparks together
Darling i would fall for you,
But two wreckers cant be together For long,
But without you
I will be wreck after all
I hope this says it all

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Us badnaami mein chuppa naam toh bataa,
Unn lehron mein chuppe sahil toh dekhaa,
Chuupe huye jooth mein sach toh btaa,
Hai kyaa bahar tere usse ander bhi laa,
Gayab hai jo sadiyon see usko dekhaa,
Kyu bhujayee us aag ko,
Joo dee pure jag ko jalla.

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Samjhta hun mera chup rehna
Zaroori tha,
Par mera usse yeh kehna
Bhi zaroori tha,
Manoo hua hadsa sa,
Par mera naa jaana ,
Tera woh samjhana,
Bhi zaroori tha,

Kaise samjhaoon,
Kaise btaon,
Wajah si thi,
Ki mujhse na hua woh,
Tu yeh samjh ki
Woh bhi zaroori tha.

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Ho kyu mayoos tum
Raat hi toh hui hai
Hai andhere mein darr zaroor
Toh baat kya hai
Hai raat yeh kuch pal ki
Fir toh savera hai
Andhere se kuch sikh
Ki dar kaise banta aur tutata hai
Hai raat yeh kuch pal ki
Darta kya hai
Fir toh savera hi hai
Savera jo baithe tere intezaar mein
Jaane kya jawab dogey
Jo darr rhe ho tum andhere se
Andhere ka kya hai
Hai raat kuch pal ki
Fir toh savera hi hai.

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If time is wrong or the moment?
I feel alone.
If i did it or if I didn't do it?
I feel accused.
If i loved or i didn't?
I feel cheated.
Did I express or held silence?
I feel abused.
If i expected or i didn't?
I feel shocked.
If its correct or wrong?
I wrote.

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Hai toh baat toh choti si,
Jo kahna chahta hun,
Yeh hai jo jiska naam nhi,
Iss see bhukhla jaata hun,
Halchal manno aisi ki,
Purri jagg ko jalla sakta hun,
Pagalpan hai par aisa bhi nhi
Jo kuch bhi na kar ke dekhana paa sakkoon,
Hai toh baat bahut choti si,
Jo kahna chahta hun,

Shayad kabhi samjh paoo ,
Is ehsaas ko.

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